Learned some interesting things. Apparently I have been giving off an impression which is exactly the opposite of the way I feel. Overcompensating, I think, trying not to put any pressure on, I think I leaned the other way. And in clearing that up, nothing was changed anyway, besides our understanding of our perspectives.
In the end, no harm done.
there's nothing wrong with looking at the future while being happy with the present, is there?
I've been super moody lately, alternating between overly lovey and snappish/cranky. Gotta get this under control before i really do damage. Recognition is the first step ...