kasey (allthingsshiny) wrote,
kasey
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people can be so fucking stupid ...

I'm sitting here at work, bored and annoyed and fighting to keep my eyes open. The radio is dull, it picks up nothing in this little dead zone and so I'm stuck with KROQ most of the time, and i'm too lazy to fight with it to pick up something better. The morning tech is going to show up in three hours and change it back anyway.
How apathetic is that ... three hours of better music isn't enough for me to get out of my comfy office chair and play with the radio for a few minutes.

I've been watching my friends behave in the most outrageous ways ... sometimes I'm blown away by how stupid otherwise intelligent people can be. I have no choice but to watch it all, but if anyone wonders why I'm watching from a further distance, take a look at what you do. I get sick of being there when people do the same stupid shit over and over. I'm tired of peoples games, guilt trips, cruelty, neuroses, and drama. the list of people i count as friends has grown shorter.
Yes, I can be a judgmental bitch. I'm in no mood to care. You are all welcome to do whatever you wish to do, and I will make my choices in how i will respond. Most likely with silence and honesty.

I'm really in a mood to spew hate ... i dare someone to call me and ask me how i really feel ... i'd be happy to tell you ...

or maybe i'll just convince myself that i don't care.

i guess if i didn't care about these people it wouldn't bother me when they behave as idiots.

I just want this shift to be over so i can go home and curl up in his arms, and pretend that the rest of this world doesn't exist. I want to keep him there so that I don't have any reason to come back to the OC ... i need to get away from all of this shit ... i know it's selfish of me, but i'm selfish.

i think i may be nearing some kind of breaking point.

Visited Season last night for a little while, and in a strange way, it was kinda nice. I had as pleasant a time as one could have while trying to keep someone company in a hospital room. Lots of talking, a few laps around the ward, including a tour of the hidden spaces on the floor.

i should go ... there was a phone call, and now a vomiting dog is coming in ...
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    Sometimes you have to go 2000 miles to get to the one. So worth it. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

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