I woke up today, after a couple hours sleep, at 1:50. Crawled out of bed and drove Michael to work. I would love nothing more than to crawl back into bed, but i have to pick him up from work at 5 and take him to school. Then back to work at 8. I hope he gets his car fixed/replaced soon, as I'm sleepy. His car is more fucked than mine, i think.
So much drama going on at work, that I can't explain and am not even going to get into. Miscommunications, backstabbing bitches, office politics ... i've just decided that I'm above all this crap and will go in and do my job to the best of my ability.
I don't know who the fuck i'm kidding, though. i always get dragged into the drama.
I'm so fucking sleepy. I'm gonna be miserable at work tonight. Must saturate self with caffeine ...
So i was left feeling pretty miserable about myself before work last night ... not that i feel any better, but some acceptance of the situation has come over me. I have to know when to stop trying, i guess. I'm tired of getting hurt. I don't like the people i call friends lying to me, either ... that really gets to me. honesty is important. Michael got to sit there with me until i stopped crying, again.
My hookah came by UPS yesterday! It's super yummy, though I ended up with a headache from smoking too much. we, of course, had to set it up and try it out right away. It's a pretty blue, with a matching blue hose and silver pieces. I'm hoping Goyle doesn't manage to knock it over and break it ... the chaos monkey was eyeing it like a challenge. Anyway, i'm very happy that it showed up.
I should get in the shower and start getting ready to pick michael up from work ... i'm lagging, as usual.
