and since i'm too tired/tipsy (yes, i'm drinking in the morning. wanna make something of it?) to do a real journal entry, there's that anonymous thing going around. do that. confirm my suspicions of how much everyone really doesn't like me so that i'll fell better about myself. I'll turn the IP logging thing off, not that i'm technically savvy enough to trace you guys anyway.
oh, and i kinda made friendly with a girl at work. she goes to the clubs i used to go to before i became afraid to leave the house. there's a few people there that seem really nice. and one girl that seems to have it out for me. we'll see how it goes.