my mom wants to change her company's health insurance (through which i get my health insurance) to Aetna. Thanks to Aetna, which was the company i was insured with a few years ago, my right ankle is misshapen and I will walk with a limp for the rest of my life.
My mother insists that it is truly a better plan, as it will save the company $700 a month.
the decision isn't final. after six months, i am eligible for benefits at the hospital anyway, so if it doesn't work out i have an option later.
michael isn't having a good day.
i'm not having a good day.
my psychologist wants me to see a psychiatrist, as she does not believe i can be helped much further without medication.
i feel like a failure, like i am not able to take care of myself.
my head hurts.
i didn't go to the gym last night. i fell asleep on michael's couch when i got there. i must be a great girlfriend - when i'm not crying, i'm sleeping or working. i wish i was better.
i think i want to get drunk.