now i can listen to mazzy star on an endless loop again ... so many memories attached to this ...
of all the things scotty gave me (a broken leg, help continuing a nasty drug habit, a complex about taking care of people, guilt) he did get me listening to some very nifty bands. without him, i wouldn't be into the cure, mazzy star, the damned, lords of acid. i probably would have come across these bands eventually, but he made me open my little narrow punk mind to them.
i lost my good lip ring and need to go get a new one. in that spare time i don't have a lot of.
my outfit for the party is picked out and ready to go. it's a little more ... um ... revealing than usual, but as long as i don't move too much i might be okay. i'm kinda excited about the party. i'll probably run away screaming.
i need to make myself be social.
