June 11th, 2003


Scratch ...

Sometimes I feel like I'm just scratching the surface ... that there is so much more ... affection, curiosity and care make me push further ... but i'm almost a little afraid of what lies deeper ... i don't think i'm the only one that's afraid of it ...

but i'm a brave girl, i keep going ...

realized tonight that I may have caused a division between friends. Or maybe not caused, but been the reason for it. And i feel bad.

I will do some talking tomorrow, and see what damage i have done.

I must sleep tonight. I am not so tired, but I have things to do tomorrow ... not the least of which is to go buy bird food.

*looks at the current world's population* You must have a lot of frustration then.

What pisses you off?

Created by ptocheia

stephinextremis got me involved in this "Friendster" thing ... not that I really needed more webjunk to play with, but it will be interesting to see where this leads. Another silly thing I have to make a silly profile for ...

Dinner at Heather's tonight and it was nice ... the girl is so domestic, it's adorable. Her boyfriend was semi-conscious for most of the evening. I don't really know why, and for my own peace of mind i'd rather not speculate.
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