November 26th, 2004

jthm

trying to talk myself out of losing it completely ...

Mantra to self:

appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.
appreciate what i've got. appreciate every moment.

and for fuck's sake, don't fall apart ...
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topview

anyone?

I'm going to be up this afternoon, and free from five(ish) until ten(ish). I really, really, don't want to spend the afternoon alone. who's free? dinner, maybe? i have no money, nothing to offer, i'm stuck in garden grove, mostly i don't want to mope (read: fall apart) by myself and could really use some company and a sympathetic ear.

anyone? bueller?

i'm going to nap but if anyone has some free time, call me, please ...
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flea

turkey does it ...

Flea loves turkey. LOVES it. I've never seen him like anything as much as he likes turkey.
My mom's cat likes it too.

Charles and Lisa are being nice enough to have me over tonight, and we're watching Bad Santa with Stephanie. It's great. Michael is supposed to call me after he gets off work, and I'll probably go over there and try to have a non-traumatic evening.

Things are way beyond my control ... i'm powerless and all i can do is hope.
I need to be in control.
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