January 26th, 2005


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Here's random question #1 ... maybe i should make this a weekly event ... maybe daily ... maybe no one would care either way ...

Poll #425557 Random Question #1

What could your partner do that you have zero tolerance for and would cause you to drop them immediately?

Pug rescue is driving me up the fucking wall ... i owe this woman favors, so i'm trying to bail a pug out of the local animal shelter for her. the shelter has a complicated system that involves me being back there at 5 pm ... and of course, i can't get to sleep. and if i get this pug, i have to drive it down to oc.

that may not be to bad ... i'm having an insecure/neurotic/stressed out day, and i could use some comfort. and there is no comfort in moreno valley.

I spent all night in surgery last night. I fucking hate surgery, though 2/3 of it all went smoothly. I don't even want to deal with the parts that didn't ... nothing seriously went wrong, i just made myself look like a fucking idiot.
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I don't want to go out. I don't want to be alone. I certainly don't want to sit here and be paranoid.


I went to the shelter to try and get the pug out but she had already been adopted. so now i've had three hours of sleep, i've canceled on all the plans i had with any friends of mine, i'm tired, i'm hungry, i'm sad, ... bitch/whine ad nauseum.

Michael is supposed to call me after work ... maybe that will help. I'm really looking forward to tomorrow night ... we're doing the usual dinner/movie thing, and then he's staying over and we're going hiking on friday. I still haven't heard back from wubby, but i'm going for sure. rain or no rain.

So i like the question thing - interesting stuff to know. however, in the poll format it doesn't really inspire discussion ... so i don't know. the point is to inspire some discussion, because things have been so quiet lately. maybe just in comments next time. or not.

I'm always in a state of wanting something just out of reach ...

and nico, i think i empathize with your answer the most.
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