July 12th, 2005


You blow it tonight, girl, and it's keggers with kids all next year.

Actually learned a couple things in school today.
Three new words out of four hours of vocabulary lecture. not really the cost/benefit i was looking for.

but at least it's something, right?

and after class, chex mix and Bass Ale with Michael. it was ... nice.

Still debating what to do with the underwear pictures. post? destroy? make hot icons? send them one by one to michael? send them one by one to heather? take more?

tomorrow: school, work. yay. Wednesday, Thursday: blah, blah. Friday: tijuana?
i need to get out ...

My mind is tormenting itself less and less every day. The same doubts and worries still exist, the past is the same, but i'm not spending every waking (and non-waking) moment obsessing over details. I still can't comprehend quite why, but more often then not, it's irrelevant.
But i don't think the idea that it could all happen again will ever really leave my brain.
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