May 3rd, 2006

b/w

i was optimistic

So I was hoping to wake up today feeling spectacular (or at least a lot better) and be able to go to work tonight.
Doesn't look (feel?) like that's going to happen.

I'm going crazy cooped up in here, and I'm not responding to the antibiotics as fast as i did before. My throat is still really swollen, and while i feel better than i did 24 hours ago, i don't feel great.

I wish i had friends out here. family. somebody.

I've got to get showered and changed just to go get something to eat and stop by the post office, and this feels like a huge task. I have no energy.
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I finally opened the cd that has everyone's pics from the wedding last year, and found a couple that were actually kinda cute.

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I find it so creepy when I realize that there are photographs out there of me that I didn't know were taken. Like the one up there of me dancing. It feels odd.

Hopefully soon I'll do something interesting and have some new photos t post.

So the reason I've even got wedding on the brain is because Heather asked me to be her Maid of Honor. Meaning, of course, that I'm responsible for the bridal shower and bachelorette party. I, being the socially inept one that I am, have no clue what to do. My mom agreed to let me use her house (and its wonderful party room) for the bridal shower. I guess I'll have it catered, and if we do it after the baby is born i'll stock the bar. Other than that, I don't know. Anyone know any resources for non-traditional bridal shower ideas?

I think the bachelorette party will be easier - 1)gather friends 2)party. Heather is easy to please that way.

I'd managed to get this far without being a MoH. Damn.

My impossible to reach boyfriend is now minus his cell phone, making him even harder to reach. Guess it doesn't matter all that much, since i can barely talk.