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death, cats, and redheads

I'm not going to die. really, only because i know no one would take care of all my cats. and i'm masochistic enough to force myself to keep going, regardless of how much i'd rather not.

My schedule for the next few days is going to be really complicated and strained, mostly so that michael has my car to use for class and work. to be specific, so that he has a way to get to class and work without that redheaded cuntface being involved in any of it.

I talked to Heather for a while today. talking to heather is is a Good Thing ... she is the one that gets the whole truth. while i aspire for honesty at all times, almost no one gets the whole story. she does. And I told her the whole story ... and her response (an excerpt of her response, really) was - "i wondered why you were so worried about michael having a car ... but now i understand."

at least someone understands something, because i don't have a fucking clue anymore.

"And it's not "clever lonely" (like Morrissey) or "interesting lonely" (like Radiohead); it's "lonely lonely" like the way it feels when you're being hugged by someone and it somehow makes you sadder." - Chuck Klosterman

the only thing that got me motivated enough today to get dressed and out of the house was the fact that i was out of beer. so off i went to Food 4 Less, in patched cammies, an Animal Liberation Front t-shirt (with puppy-saving ninjas!), and pink flip-flops from old navy. Quite a sight, i tell ya.

i need a haircut. badly. any recommendations? i need a hair girl i can trust again - my hair hasn't been the same since my punk friend quit working.

I got a new set of cat testicles at work yesterday. cat testicles are awesome.

I didn't go to school today. i couldn't get out of bed. i just lay there. i have homework to do, and i'm not doing it ... i tell myself that i'll do it in the break between classes tomorrow, and i might. Now i'm too busy with the Guinness and the self-pity.


( 17 made me bleed — cut me )
Sep. 15th, 2004 06:05 am (UTC)
yeah my hair needs something too but i don't have a hair friend.
Sep. 15th, 2004 06:06 am (UTC)
I am a terrible procrastinator when it comes to homework. I get depressed, smoke weed and go to sleep instead, or do anything and everything else before I open my books.
Sep. 15th, 2004 06:10 am (UTC)
it's so easy to find other things to do.
Sep. 15th, 2004 06:11 am (UTC)
oh yeah.. even if those things involve sitting in your underwear watching tv or finding excuses to sleep that extra couple of hours you really don't need.
Sep. 15th, 2004 06:12 am (UTC)
beer and self pity seem to be a really good, really common combination.

they are my company for the evening as well.

i love your cats, i don't know them, but if they are keeping you from dead then i love them.

i would do your hair if i was there... my hair is crap too though i know that is no consolation at all.
Sep. 15th, 2004 06:45 am (UTC)
i have a certain moral obligation to my cats ... to the birds, and of course, to flea ...

i took them in, i promised them homes, i have to take care of them. I couldn't abandon them.
Sep. 15th, 2004 01:10 pm (UTC)
I'll cut your hair for free. :)
Sep. 15th, 2004 02:43 pm (UTC)
and if you lived anywhere near me, i'd take you up on it. :)
Sep. 15th, 2004 02:47 pm (UTC)
Eh, it only takes 4 hours to fly here!

by the way, I said i'd do it for free, but I make no promises that you'll a)like it or b) have hair left.

Sep. 15th, 2004 02:50 pm (UTC)
it's only hair. if i shave it all off, it'll grow back.

if you knew the torture i put my hair through ...

four hours to fly = time off work, plane ticket = one very expensive haircut.
Sep. 15th, 2004 03:00 pm (UTC)
meh, I agree..it is only hair and it will grow back...besides, hair is not a living thing..no one says you should be nice to it(unless its a shampoo commercial).

yes, it can be expensive, but it'd be a great experience! I can be companionable(sp?) when I want to be! And you can meet my pug and he can snot on you! Everyone likes that.
Sep. 18th, 2004 10:53 am (UTC)
oh, man ... i get enough pug snot at work ...
Sep. 15th, 2004 02:32 pm (UTC)
Why does it always have to be the redheaded cuntface? Been there, lord, have I.
Sep. 15th, 2004 02:48 pm (UTC)
I'd say something about redheads being inherently evil, except i don't even know that she's a real redhead. Maybe it's a warning sign, like an insect displaying it's toxic nature.

i know last time i did my hair red, i had ulterior motives.
Sep. 15th, 2004 05:26 pm (UTC)
Every time I've been dumped, it's been for a redhead. Most weren't real- but the one that hurt the most, she was. Except she didn't mean to hurt me, and the others did. I think I can make a case for FAKE redheads being evil. I've done that too :P
Sep. 15th, 2004 04:17 pm (UTC)
I got a new set of cat testicles at work yesterday. cat testicles are awesome.

My monitor hates you very much right now.

*hugs, and the kind that let you know that I hope things get better*
Sep. 18th, 2004 10:51 am (UTC)
cat testicles are great. don't make me send you a picture.
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