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stress and hair

I'm all nervous about today. I don't even know for sure why i'm so scared, mostly just that I don't know what's going on, and i have to know, have to be in control.

I woke up at 7:30 this morning, after fitful sleep.

Michael and i had a pleasant night last night. We met up at TC after he got off work, and went over to Alta, where they had no pumpkin bread left. no pastries of any sort, in fact. I was sad. and their cinnamon tea sucks. But the atmosphere was as nice as always, and i knit and he studied and we had a really nice time. After that, we stopped at Little Knight for a drink, and left because it was so loud inside that we couldn't hear each other talk.

The night was short after that ... we talked in the car, he went home, i went home ...

and today we've got this thing. and it scares me because i'm waiting on him, and i live in terror of a decision. And i'm miserable without some decision. i can't win, really.

all this stress makes my stomach hurt.

I'm getting my hair cut this afternoon, and that always makes me feel better. I can't deal with this mass of hair anymore. It's tangly and frizzy and needs to go away, back up between ears and shoulders where i like it.

I've got Das Bunker tomorrow, too. If anyone is interested in going, let me know. I'm trying to get a group together. I'll probably end up uncomfortably alone anyway.

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( 11 made me bleed — cut me )
vtron21
Dec. 2nd, 2004 06:33 pm (UTC)
I haven't been to Das bunker in a long time. Maybe i'll go with you
allthingsshiny
Dec. 2nd, 2004 07:02 pm (UTC)
let me know ...
vtron21
Dec. 3rd, 2004 07:59 am (UTC)
what's the door charge there, if there is one
rusty_sunshine
Dec. 2nd, 2004 06:59 pm (UTC)
If I had more pumpkins in cans, I would make pumpkin bread for you.

My hair sucks ass and I'm ready to tear it out. Must. Cut. Soon.

Call me later...
allthingsshiny
Dec. 2nd, 2004 07:02 pm (UTC)
i'll call you after my haircut ... i'll be fighting long beach to oc traffic, so i'm not planning on being in costa mesa too early.

can you make it as good as alta's? if you can, i'll buy you a case of canned pumpkin.
rusty_sunshine
Dec. 2nd, 2004 07:05 pm (UTC)
I don't know- I've never tried! And I don't know their recipe...but hell, I almost never use recipes.
allthingsshiny
Dec. 2nd, 2004 07:14 pm (UTC)
have you ever had their pumpkin bread?
i hate all things pumpkin except that stuff ... it's heave with the not-pumpkin spice.
rusty_sunshine
Dec. 2nd, 2004 07:20 pm (UTC)
I never have had it. I'd probably have to eat it to figure out how it's made, too :P
allthingsshiny
Dec. 2nd, 2004 07:22 pm (UTC)
this feels like a project in the making ...
rusty_sunshine
Dec. 2nd, 2004 09:22 pm (UTC)
It may be...
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allthingsshiny
Dec. 3rd, 2004 09:44 pm (UTC)
if you really want to learn to knit, pick up Stitch n' Bitch. It's a great book for learning - i taught myself from that book in a couple nights.

if you ever do come to california, you really must stop in for tea and knitting.
( 11 made me bleed — cut me )

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