I asked michael a while ago to get that night off. There may have been a mix-up with the dates, but i know i said thursday night. And I've asked about once a week for the last month - "so you're getting the day off, right?"
he asked for the wrong day and is now scheduled to work for the christmas party.
I'm really, really upset about this. I try to plan ahead, he promised me he'd go, and now it falls apart completely. for whatever reason, he won't start calling people until tomorrow.
I don't think he understands at all how important this is to me. I really don't want to go without him - i don't want to show up alone. I don't think he wants to go anyway.
My new phone came in the mail today. i think it's too complicated for me.
fuck, i just want to curl up under a blanket and not go anywhere for a while. I was really looking forward to this christmas thing.