First, LiveJournal is my own personal little angsty, emotional rant board. If what i post here seems miserable, exuberant, depressed, or manic, it's because i don't often write about the middle ground. and for fuck's sake, it's just livejournal.
Second, my relationship is a private matter. I don't often write the details of it because i am only half of it, and i try to respect the privacy of dreammadeflesh. It isn't perfect, it isn't easy, but neither of us would be involved in it if we didn't want to be. I am not in danger, he is not cruel to me, he does not make me miserable. The circumstances at the moment - The time issues, the schedule conflicts, the distance problem - sucky, but we're doing our best to manage, thanks. do you have a perfect relationship? no? then don't criticize mine.
Third, i appreciate discussion, but not attacks, judgments, or disrespect to me or the ones i love. If i feel attacked, i will attack back.
Fourth, there are four people i can think of that i really, truly, let into my life. One is michael, two read this journal (one from in here, and one from without), and another has been a close friend for almost six years. Not one of them? then you don't know me as well as you may think you do. It's not a false front, just a heavily guarded one.
There aren't going to be any comments here, because this is the end of this discussion.