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memories of good things gone.

Being with someone for two years ... it' sucks how thoroughly the other person becomes woven into everything. I'm tired of painful memories everywhere i look. Reminders are everywhere.
On good days, i can handle it. When I am tired and weak, i cannot.

Every song in my CD case has an association of him.

I think this is why i want to run away for a while.

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( 21 made me bleed — cut me )
bigbrother
Apr. 3rd, 2005 06:25 pm (UTC)
"You can't run away forever...
...but there's nothing wrong with getting a good head start."

BEN
allthingsshiny
Apr. 4th, 2005 12:23 am (UTC)
Re: "You can't run away forever...
i'm trying ...
alexvdl
Apr. 3rd, 2005 07:13 pm (UTC)
*L* If you're into running far away I'm ver her in Indiana!
allthingsshiny
Apr. 4th, 2005 12:24 am (UTC)
i'm trying for places slightly more exciting than indiana.
alexvdl
Apr. 4th, 2005 02:08 am (UTC)
But Willie NELSON IS GOING TO BE HERE! WILLIE NELSON!
allthingsshiny
Apr. 6th, 2005 04:52 pm (UTC)
but i don't like willie nelson ...
vtron21
Apr. 3rd, 2005 07:27 pm (UTC)
running away sounds like a good idea.

i am for my vaction this year


problem is i'm comming back
allthingsshiny
Apr. 4th, 2005 12:16 am (UTC)
where are you going?
vtron21
Apr. 4th, 2005 01:40 am (UTC)
i'm thinking i'm just going to get in my car and drive with no real destination in mind. but i'm open to suggestions
trojanvirus187
Apr. 3rd, 2005 07:40 pm (UTC)
That's gotta be rough. Just hang in there and you'll find someone else, then soon, memories will hopefully be associated with that someone else, instead of the other guy.
allthingsshiny
Apr. 4th, 2005 12:16 am (UTC)
but i don't want someone else ...
i think i'd rather be alone than with someone else righr now. No one is going to measure up in my eyes, and i don't really have the energy for a relationship now.
i don't think anything could erase my memories of michael, anyway.
alexvdl
Apr. 5th, 2005 06:15 am (UTC)
I bet my trusty chainsaw could.
lyteinc
Apr. 6th, 2005 06:43 am (UTC)
Welcome to my party, solitude is the the right, isolation is to the left, there's more booze in the back. Have a nice time...
lyteinc
Apr. 4th, 2005 06:40 am (UTC)
*starts the chant*

Vegas, vegas, vegas...
allthingsshiny
Apr. 4th, 2005 04:12 pm (UTC)
no, that's all wrong.

"iceland, iceland, iceland ..."
lyteinc
Apr. 6th, 2005 06:42 am (UTC)
Iceland is a bit far, and it's rather cold, and would cost a bit much to get there. Of course, the proverbial "they" say that if you really like someplace, maybe that's where you should live. That's why I moved out here...
allthingsshiny
Apr. 6th, 2005 04:52 pm (UTC)
i don't want to live there. i just want to go there. for a week. this summer.

hopefully.
alexvdl
Apr. 5th, 2005 06:15 am (UTC)
Are you sure you don't want to see WILLIE NELSON?!
chatrient
Apr. 6th, 2005 04:24 am (UTC)
Me thinks we may need to do a Willie Nelson intervention on you...don't worrry, the braid-ectomy won't hurt a bit **laughs gently**

(just kidding :) )

chatrient
Apr. 6th, 2005 04:28 am (UTC)
If you think Iceland will help, we'll start a "Popsicle Kasey" fund.

And if we cannot get you all the way to Iceland, we might be able to at least rent you some time in a Meat Shop's walk in freezer ~~so you can sit your butt on a large piece of ice.

allthingsshiny
Apr. 6th, 2005 04:54 pm (UTC)
it's a "popsicle allthingsshiny and stephinetremis fund ... if we can get the money together, we're going this summer.

maybe i should set up a paypal begging account ;)
( 21 made me bleed — cut me )

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