1. situation happens that is out of my control but affects me.
2. other person handles in a different way than i would have chosen.
3. regardless of the outcome, i get upset that it wasn't handled my way.
and it's a stupid argument, every time.
personality defect of mine, really. i know i've got control issues, you don't have to tell me.
Skipped Maschine because I got the laser thing done wednesday morning, and my shoulder burns like firey fire. didn't feel like dealing with a crowd, because every time something bumps it, it hurts.
Went out to dinner with michael instead, got really drunk, walked for a while, fell asleep at his house. it was nice and quiet and relaxed.
the laser thing ... a few more sessions and i'm done, thank goodness. I'm certainly doing my pennance for having one bad idea when i was seventeen. At least I didn't end up with a sloppy, off-center cheesy tattoo on the back of my neck or something awful like that.
I may actually have company up here in the near future (but i'm not counting on it). so today becomes a 'clean the house and try to ignore the heat' day. I want to make it sparkle. I'm all proud of my little house when it's clean.