kasey (allthingsshiny) wrote,

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In my red high-heels I've no control

I got way too angry last night over something that shouldn't even have bothered me. this is the formula, it happens too often, and i need to fix it:

1. situation happens that is out of my control but affects me.
2. other person handles in a different way than i would have chosen.
3. regardless of the outcome, i get upset that it wasn't handled my way.

and it's a stupid argument, every time.

personality defect of mine, really. i know i've got control issues, you don't have to tell me.

Skipped Maschine because I got the laser thing done wednesday morning, and my shoulder burns like firey fire. didn't feel like dealing with a crowd, because every time something bumps it, it hurts.

Went out to dinner with michael instead, got really drunk, walked for a while, fell asleep at his house. it was nice and quiet and relaxed.

the laser thing ... a few more sessions and i'm done, thank goodness. I'm certainly doing my pennance for having one bad idea when i was seventeen. At least I didn't end up with a sloppy, off-center cheesy tattoo on the back of my neck or something awful like that.

I may actually have company up here in the near future (but i'm not counting on it). so today becomes a 'clean the house and try to ignore the heat' day. I want to make it sparkle. I'm all proud of my little house when it's clean.

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