There was an autopsy after ... I don't feel like writing out the details, but I was relieved to find that I made the right decision.
I loved her so much ... my perfect puppy, my real dog, my baby purl-girl.
i'm so sorry, baby, i tried.

Though I know I'll never ever lose affection
for people and things that went before,
I know I'll often stop and think of them.
But in my life I loved you more.