kasey (allthingsshiny) wrote,

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apathy in action

I've got a million things to do, but i just sit here and stare.

Michael wants to go out tonight, but i don't think i've really got the will ... i don't feel like sitting through a movie, and i know i don't have the appetite for dinner. no appetite at all, so much. I've got from so much stress i can't sleep to sleeping most of the day.

I've got a little pawprint mold that i need to take to my mom's, but i don't so much want to deal with my family tonight. They're all really upset, and i feel like i let them down ... if i hadn't brought her home, no one would be hurt.

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