I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications
Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know I'll be alright
Perhaps it's just imagination
Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation
At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night from overkill
This song just so fits my state of mind ... i spend my hours wondering about all the possibilities out there ...
I was going to stay awake all day, but i had a drink with breakfast (I know, i'm a lush) so i was crashed out by two. I did manage to start packing for Bakersfield (gotta finish that) and re-dye my hair, which had faded to a lovely shade of green after my weekend in the sun. keeping this black up is going to be some work, with all the damage I've done to my hair.
Oh, and I'm pretty sure that "CSI: Miami" is possibly the worst show on TV. It's so bad it's campy and funny. is that the appeal?
anyway, got to get ready for the race ... we're not running a car, but my dad and I are driving up in the morning to hang out and watch. It's going to be hot, but it should be fun.