I couldn't sleep last night. so much on my mind. I can't sleep because I'm putting myself right in the path of a trainwreck, with the idea that it may be a hell of a lot of fun for a while. if that train even wrecks, per se. we'll see. I can't sleep because I like the job, but it's so different, and i feel like a novice at times. I can't sleep because I'm nervous that since I can't fall asleep, I'll oversleep. I can't sleep now, as tired as I am, because I'm pretty sure that phone will ring again soon.
*forty minute break for the phone that rang with frighteningly perfect timing*
yeah ... this is not going to end well, but fuck it.