I've rearranged my living room. not a huge change, but significant. The rearranging is in preparation for me to move my computer desk down there. And I'm thinking ... maybe I should just do that tonight, while I have the motivation ... and then some other part thinks, no, you idiot, the computer desk is way too heavy for you to move down the twisty narrow stairs by yourself ...

and if anyone hears that i'm in the hospital anytime soon, it would probably be some injury as a result of me being stubborn and trying to move my desk down the stairs.

and if i don't update for a while, it is because I can't figure out how to get my computer back together.

so i'm debating doing that, and I'm also debating going to the store and getting a soda, and also thinking i need to do laundry ... and all these options and indecision is paralyzing, and i'm not doing anything.