kasey (allthingsshiny) wrote,
kasey
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I went to the river ... i am so happy ... had a great, wonderful, beautiful time ...

so many moments i want to hang on to forever ... sitting on the beach friday night, at the edge of the water and under a million stars ... all quiet and peaceful and no one around ... just michael and i talking and looking at the sky and the water ...

and being on the beach with friends, in the sun, in the water ...

lying in the sun, eating strawberries and drinking coronas ...

and michael driving the dunebuggy outside camp, with me trying (and failing) to remember in the dark where the trails are ...

and being on top of the hill, hearing stories of old friends i'd long forgotten ...

and trying to drive a boat i've never driven before ...

and so many other things ...




and i was extraordinarily happy until two minutes ago, and someone has to call me and put doubts into my head ... fuck. this is why i went away for the weekend, to get away from all the drama ... everything was good ... try to warn me, like i'm not smart enough to make my own choices. i know i am gullible, i know i am naive, but i am allowing myself to trust here ... and don't try to make me second guess myself. people in glass houses ...

but fuck it ... i have made a decision to trust, to believe, to love ... and i won't let gossip and petty drama get in the middle of that ...





Harley!


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we listened to Bill Hicks all the way there and all the way back ... that man was great, so funny and so intelligent ... i wish he was still around to give commentary on the current state of affairs, but another one who died young ...




i worry about my little brother ... he gets quite drunk ... and from the stories i hear from his friends this is the usual habit ... he makes jokes about how he starts with the beer first thing in the morning and that scares me a bit ... i would be a hypocrite if i expected him to be an angel, but it's the amount consumed that worries me ...




in summary ... i'm happy ... i went to a place i love, a place that is so good for me, with one I care so much about, i had fun ... life is wonderful, life is beautiful, and nothing reminds me of that like the sand and stars and water.

"holding on to you, holding on to me, holding on tight ...

Just be my angel
If you love me
Be my angel
In the night
Be my angel
Cause you need me
Be my angel
And treat me right "
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