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I'm worn out and broken down ... and no end in sight, just the break i have today ... and I have three hours of school tonight, but to only have one thing i have to do is a bit of a relief.

Took Alex to the airport today, and quite sad to see him go. He's been good company.

I'm sensing dark clouds again ... I've been happy for a while, keeping afloat even through flea's problems and my associated cash flow problems. I've been really trying to maintain happy through this weekend, since alex was out here and i don't want to be a bitter moping hostess. But it catches up ... an irregular and crowded schedule, not enough sleep, lots of worries ... I'm with the one i love right now, and that's barely keeping my head above water. I've been fighting to not cry.

So after school, I don't have to work tonight. I've got a vet seminar (on antibiotics and geriatric medicine) tomorrow night, then I work a graveyard shift, and then wednesday I come home and collapse until school time. Thursday I work. Friday I work. Saturday I work. Sunday I've set aside for coma and housecleaning. And then start all over again.

Someone make it stop.

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( 6 made me bleed — cut me )
rusty_sunshine
Jul. 14th, 2003 05:46 pm (UTC)
it is a damned shame to see that boy go home. I kinda dig him.

I can't make it stop. I wish I could make it easier for you, though.
allthingsshiny
Jul. 14th, 2003 08:47 pm (UTC)
He just called, to let me know he made it home ok, and that he had a great time. I'm happy he had fun.

No one can make it stop. but you are one of the ones who help make it better.
rusty_sunshine
Jul. 14th, 2003 09:10 pm (UTC)
Re:
he called me when he was bored in Shittsburgh...I missed it, though.

thank you. I'm glad I improve someone's day :D
alexvdl
Jul. 14th, 2003 11:15 pm (UTC)
*offers hug, various Del Taco delicacies, and some pink water wings*

eamajyn
Jul. 15th, 2003 02:06 am (UTC)
i hope things look up hon.
*hug*
allthingsshiny
Jul. 15th, 2003 03:59 pm (UTC)
they are ... sleep, company, and pizza improved my outlook. thank you.
( 6 made me bleed — cut me )

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