kasey (allthingsshiny) wrote,
kasey
allthingsshiny

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I can be such a paranoid fuck sometimes ...

I'm not proud of it. But my logical brain and my emotional brain don't always mesh. I have been reassured, told not to worry ... told I have nothing to worry about ... and it makes sense, i really shouldn't worry ... but i'm still a defensive, bitter catty bitch about some stuff. Especially when I know how other people play their games ...

it's something so good, and i worked so hard for this ... it's hard to not be scared. I have so much to lose.
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  • Love.

    Sometimes you have to go 2000 miles to get to the one. So worth it. Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone.

  • (no subject)

    It's already getting wild out here, and I've completely re-evaluated my definition of "behaving myself". All the fun. Posted via LiveJournal…

  • everything came together perfectly

    I'm in Nashville. In my beautiful house, with all my wonderful animals, and i'm in love with the man sleeping with his head on my lap right now.…