kasey (allthingsshiny) wrote,
kasey
allthingsshiny

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I can be such a paranoid fuck sometimes ...

I'm not proud of it. But my logical brain and my emotional brain don't always mesh. I have been reassured, told not to worry ... told I have nothing to worry about ... and it makes sense, i really shouldn't worry ... but i'm still a defensive, bitter catty bitch about some stuff. Especially when I know how other people play their games ...

it's something so good, and i worked so hard for this ... it's hard to not be scared. I have so much to lose.
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    Nothing like post-workout vodka. It's low-carb. Feeling unappreciated this week ... Charles has a new shotgun, I have an overdue electric bill…

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