I have a self destructive personality, and i make bad decisions. I need structure. I need to be kept from opportunities to get myself into trouble.
That's part of the reason I do what I do.
I know my isolation is self imposed.
I go home in a couple hours ... get to crawl into bed next to michael ... it's really the nicest way to go home. Even though i will have to wake up four hours after ... it's all for good reason ... i love watching him get tattooed ... mmm.