kasey (allthingsshiny) wrote,

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it got worse. imagine that.

So Michael and I had stuff planned for friday ... We were going to go to this show my friend's wife is putting together up in hollywood ...

We were.

Now his school scheduled him to do his hospital work on friday nights.

so i don't get to go to this show with him.

and yeah, i could just take someone else with me, but i'm going to be a child about it and say I wanted to go with him. I thought it would be fun. It's not like we get a chance to really go out and do different stuff a whole lot.

this is making me extraordinarily sad.
this week is getting worse and worse.
I want to go home and take pills and exist in a warm grey place.
But, i have to go to work tonight.

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